_+..LifE and dEath..+_

Death is never an ugly thing
Death in fact is life complementing
Dying and living is ever pairing
It’s the way of life’s defining.

As the summer sun shines blooming
And death seems far approaching
This the time fruitfully be contributing
To societies’ well being

As the light seems deepening
And twilight fast emerging
Worth while indeed remembering
That life is ever TEMINATING!

Finally the soul is solace attaining
To have settled an ultimate ending!

♥ a WantOn sOul's Journey On planet eArth ♥

♥   This is an account of a soul's life personally prepared after spending sixty-six summers of mingling with the living. The flooding of mix emotions: mainly painful ones has given birth to the penning of this piece.  I  was borne and raised from a normally god fearing family. Though our's is relatively poor, my parent's did their part well of raising us and did their utmost role, to make us in a clan of seven children have a happy childhood days. All of us are now professionals in their own field. But being the only son perhaps, has made mine a carefree go lucky being, unable to define the ultimate objectives of living.    I was married defying the wishes of my parent's and sister's , at the age of 25 already an engineer. As far as I understand they were sensing so many negative feelings against my wife.But being stubborn, I went on doing my own thing-live alone with my own family and new totally forgetting my own biological siblings. Naturally my parents and sisters started learning to place me in oblivion. After three years of being a family man, little by little the seven year itch, is starting to be felt.  After ten long years of a rather miserable life, I had a son and a daughter who are now professionals on their own fields. The education of my children were totally nurtured by my biological parents, sisters and me, since from the first day my eldest daughter was ready for her schooling period, my wife was no longer with us.  In February of 1981, devastations & hell broke loose within this doomed marriage. From 1981 to 2008 I went on an uncharted ways of living. I am temporarily settled with my new found family having two daughters. My two previous children are already settled and with a family of their own. But being in the twilight zone of my life. I am now living with all the " amenities and perks " of pain and agony of aging. Presently, nearing the finish line, hopefully death could finally give my battered soul the needed peace and rest.  As an addendum to the above it, necessitates me to add further, that maybe, this is god's way of reprimanding a wanton stubborn soul. Hopefully a lesson then can be learned for those who wishes to travel a well coursed & route. 

-papa d-

>♥ MaMa ♥

Mama is dearest to me
I love her very much
For she cares in every way
Loving me as such.




She is so wonderful 
That she sends me to school
She brings me happiness
That i shall always cherish.




Care is sweet
When love is complete
MAMA, dearest 
You are the BEST! ♥

♥_fIrst lOve_♥

I'm so CRAZY about you,

since the day that i first saw you.

What i have feel,

is just seem so real.

You're always on my mind,

that i'm surely i can't hide.

You distract my concentration,

even just for a single affection.

I made you as my inspiration

to accomplish my mission.

I've been lOving you for so long,

And this feelings frOm me aren't wrOng.

I do my best to protect you from harm,

And my love for you was so warm.

I wanna grow old with you,

And share sOme wOnderful memories, too.

You cOmplete me frOm your presence,

and slowly drOwning frOm the tense!!.>.<

So i can't let you go so easy,

Cause you mean so alot to me.

I wanna still dance with you on a solemn night,

and stars are shinning really so bright.

My elation can't be measured when i'm with YOU..^_^ ♥

♥ MY FEELINGS ♥

>>I'm so crazy about you,
    Since the day that i first saw you.
    What i feel
    Is just seem so real,
    You're always on my mind
    That i can't hide.
    You distinguished my concentration,
    Even for a single attention.
    I made you as one of my INSPIRATION,

    To accomplish my mission. ♥

yanzy: ♥_CRUSH_♥

yanzy: ♥_CRUSH_♥: "I SHOULD STOP THINKING OF YOU FOR MY FEELINGS I DON'T WANNA HURT, TOO. BUT MY HEART CAN'T DENY DEEP INSIDE, TO LOVE YOU FOREVER BY MY SID..."

♥_CRUSH_♥

I SHOULD STOP THINKING OF YOU
FOR MY FEELINGS I DON'T WANNA HURT, TOO.
BUT MY HEART CAN'T DENY DEEP INSIDE,
TO LOVE YOU FOREVER BY MY SIDE.

IT'S A NICEST PART OF ME,
WHEN I MET YOU OUT OF THE ALLEY.
I'VE GOT LOVE YOU AT FIRST SIGHT
AND REMINISCING ABOUT YOU WHOLE NIGHT.

I KNOW YOU CAN'T LOVE ME BACK
'CAUSE THERE'S SOMEONE WHO OWNS THAT.
WELL, YEAH! SORRY FOR ME,
'CAUSE I NEVER HAVE YOUR HEARTY,
BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS THANKS TO YOU,
YOU KEEP ME FEELINGS OUT OF THE BLUE,
WHEN I REMEMBER YOU.. <3